I’m on a soup diet, that’s right! It’s the easiest and cheapest thing to do. It equals out to be approximately 5CAD per week in order to feed myself, along with the juice, water, and chocolate milk that I put down my oesophagus. I’m sure my mother wouldn’t be happy or proud about this, but hey, it’s my body and I’ll fuddle around with it as much as possible.

Side note: I saw crazy orange shorts-workout girl at the store today. It was weird to see her in the outside context of life; but then I saw her in a photo; very weird.

Don’t ask me why I’m dieting, I don’t even know why, but I’m sure it has something to do with me feeling fat, despite not being so. It’s probably some type of eating disorder, again. in middle school I was addicted to crackers and cheese. I would eat just crackers and cheese for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I didn’t have an eating disorder where I was like “omg I need to be skinnier”; I just really liked crackers and cheese. In hindsight though it probably was one, but at least it wasn’t anything bad!

Crackers and Cheese are the shit!

If there is one thing that really gets my jucies flowing, and not in a good way, it’s the mentions of the… *shudder*

ReSoLuTiOnS oF nEw YeAr
I really loath the mention and thought of it more than anything, and I wish that they would just go away! What does this all mean for me?

  • More people at the bloody gym
  • More people at my bloody yoga classes
  • More people bloody complaining about how fat they are
  • More procrastination for me to pick something to resolve
  • Probably more anxiety

I never believed in the resolutions, but when I think of a possibility, I’ll tell you. Right now, on the list will be to do with: anxiety, physical, and honesty. Notice a theme of mental, physical, and emotional? It’s clearly a plan to make myself well rounded. I’m not saying I’m fat, by any means, but I’m going back onto a salad and cheese diet as of… yesterday.

I just feel bleh and I want to feel good for New Years, not that I’m expecting anything or anyone. I’m going to do some “research” and find whom I want to spend my evening with.

If you know me, you’ll know immediately who it is…

Comment on your resolutions; I’d be happy to hear about them and see how others are doing