Have you ever wondered what some of the reasons are for my mood swings, emotional, irratic, or outlandish actions? Well I can sight several sources that may or may not surprise you.

First are foremost, Male-pms is a prime example, and you can read up on this in a different post.

Secondly, the uninclusiveness that I experiences as a result as being a cold and frigid person. Notably at my university, where I seem to be left out everything; no joke! What kinds of things? Well firstly, my colleagues tend to disregard me as someone who just “is” and use me only when it tickles their fancy. Secondly the graduating class, who completely shafted me for being in a recital to help my good friends. Thirdly by the Music department who cite inclusiveness, but have uninvited me from the music grad banquet.

How do you think one feels after not being able to go to two grad banquets, and feel like they are a complete alien to the university? Had I ran and won valedictorian, I would have created an outlandish “Fuck you” to everyone who’s been uninclusive. Obviously it’s high time that I get a backbone, and start to tell people to fuck off on a general basis. I am sick of being trampled all over. In addition to this, being a little more selfish might help me; since it seems to get other people going.

Needless to say my vote for valedictorian will go either as a blank, or for the lesser of all evils; whichever they may be. I will count how many wrongs each have done against me, and the resulting finalst will win my vote; it’s the only fair way that I can rationalise the voting procedure.

What else on elections? I’m half-heartedly deciding to run for Life Class, but I have no idea what it is. It’s bascially a last ditch effort to be “chosen” to do something, since this university has shafted me time, and time again. The only thing left for me to do is graduate, but even that will go without me being noticed.

Here’s a message for the people who don’t read this, or don’t even know it exists:

Try including people a little more often into your damn cliques, so that they won’t one day come back to shoot you all like in the horror stories you hear about all too often in the news…

Just saying, is all.