It always seems that when things are starting to look up or good things are starting to happen, they always come to a screeching halt, even with no explination at all, no reason at all, just nothing.

When you’re lying in bed trying to go sleep and your mind just goes to an imaginary situation and you can feel your heart breaking inside, it’s just silly and unexplained. WTF!? It just doesn’t make any sense at all.

No sleep for me, never.. I never get sleep when I need it. Sleep is a place that you can escape, and not have to worry, to replenish your body, and to re-energize, but when your body cant do the god-damned thing it needs, the what the hell is one to do?

Piss off life! Go and get your own way of making life hell for yourself!