Madness is the wrong word to make for such a day. I woke up at like noon and then lounged around all day doing nothing. I called up an old tennis friend to see if she wanted to go and hit some, and she agreed and she said she would call from her mobile phone when she got done from doing errands.

I must say, how un-dependant ANY of my real life friends are, it’s absolutely amazing to note how many times they fail, and it’s nearly horrible to think why I continue to depend on them. If someones says that they will do something, I can’t help but assume that they will do it, but with all the people in tennis that I depend on, I’m surprised that I am even still playing.. And barely!

So she calls and tells me all this shit about her forgetting she had to work and blah blah blah, and I just tell her it’s fine and whatever and hang up since I hate telephones, and I hate dealing with stupid stuff like this. She’s 22 years old, you think she would know when she works? Whatever, so I was sitting around since 14.00 for a call in my tennis clothes, and it finally came at 17.23 when I was about getting ready to make dinner, and she try to seem like it’s no big deal. I can’t help but be a little bit upset and botherede dsince what she do is so stupid and undependable. I don’t think that there will be any depending on her, or any of my other ‘real life friends’ for awhile, as none can be trusted.

Waky Mondays indeed! Maybe tomorrow will be more productive.